Dear Diary,

time for a slapped bum
smack smack ouch!!!!
that hurt
kiaras a bitch jades a slag and im fat need to go on a diet loose 10 pounds
i cut myself ouch!
slap bummm!!

omg.

how cringey and full of spelling mistakes were my blogs. who even goes on this? wtffffffff

not good.

hello blogspot.

ok this evening I feel like absolute shit.
don't ask why,
I didn't have a bad day, no argument.
I just feel like absolute shit and I dont know why.
I think I just realised how bitchy people are and pretensions and cuntish everyone is.
including myself.
I think I just need distant, and time by my self,
but I also need people around me,
I know 2 complete opersites.
see I dont know what I want anymore,
I dont know how i feel, apart from everythings a drag and I feel like shit
so thats about it.
not good.

people annoy me and I annoy me.
soory this blogs so depressing LOL hopfully ill feel better soon.

Room shaking.Music making

why hello blogspot.

LMAO ive had this for a month and i only found out last week it was called blogspot,

ahhhh

well. I havent wrote a blog in agesssss, and i was looking through the others and they seem pretty shit tbh. Anyway its high time I updated you with my amazing fabulous exiting life.

...

ok im joking, LOL but yer, so half terms over and I just want spring/summer to come.

Nothing really greats going on, I feel a bit hmm I dunno strange?

My computer deleted 300 songs so I had to redownload them- fail.

& I kneed myself in the face and got a nose bleed- fail.

LOLL im trying to get on with anyone, and just be a bit out going. I dont like being tied down at all. But old aliences still lie. :/ I got new shoes! nike skeets (sket LOL), no I didnt copy you dan.

oh and I dont think I fancy that person anymore.

LOL I laugh when I think about it.

moving on...

options evening is coming up and I have no idea what ill take :/ DANCE DEFINATLY.

but yer so hmmmm.

I dont think I know where I stand with people, it annoys me when people are bitchy and act differently around other people,

LOL I wanna say more about something but I cant really without well arrgg never mind.

LOL life sucks it doesnt really lifes pretty good.

I think i need distance, I dont want to be too close to people at the minute i want to be a hermit. not some weirdo in a cave just detached. so i can be like on my own,

LOL i sound so negative, forebaing means a sence that something bads going to happen.

i learnt it in english :) LOL im so smarttttttttt.

I really wanna learn tarrots, BE A PHYSIC, I need more money i really should start saving for new york ect..

ooo what else? oh yer rehursals on friday, and ARGG the weekend. cant wait tbh i dont even know why.

oh and i have pe tomorow, nice...

SO IN CONCLUSION...

I look like this.

LMAO ok not that white.

AND i have some sexy shoes that were like 20% off ;O

sexy huhh? LOL

AHH how do i make font bigger? i dunno LOL,

....

ahh ok found it.

LATERS TATERS <3

We all learn to make mistakes

We all learn to make mistakes,
And run from them.
From them With no direction,

ok
ive made mistakes :/ things im not pround of
i could of handeled things better i know.

oh hey, LOL hmm life?
well its ok i guess.
few regrets but im looking on the brightside
recently ive not been knowing how to feel like
if im happy or not its weird. everything seems distant and different
i dunno if thats a good thing.
Everythings changing.

oh and theres another thing
LOL

but yer apart from that hmm yerr
i just want it to be summer again now :/
januarys a boree.

bleh :/

Hey,
so i havnt wrote a blog in a while,
I dont know what to say really.
Just im pretty confussed and unsure of whats going to happen in the next week or so,
i dont see how to prevent it.
and at this point i dont think we can prevent it.

AHH omg mum and dad gonna kill me if they find out im online now LOL
sorry this blogs so short and depressing byeeee <3 x